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Scars
02:53
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We all have scars
Every love leaves a mark
Secrets we don’t want to impart
So we stay on guard
We all have scars
Beneath armor thick and hard
Beyond the reach of each other’s arms
Something wants to come apart
So let it come - show me how you feel
If you want love you gotta put down your shield
We are more than our scars
More than the names carved into our bark
More than the pain hidden in the dark
We are not our scars
Show me who you are - let's be real
Show me what’s in your heart - and let it heal
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Wade In Sea
02:48
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How do I know if it’s gonna work
How do I know if it’s gonna hurt
Wait, wait and see
How do I know if it’s gonna last
How do I know if I cannot ask
Wait, wait and see
I’ve been waiting all my life
All that’s changed is that I’ve got less time
How do I know if this is love
How do I know it will be enough
Wait, wait and see
Maybe you float, maybe you drown
You’ll only know if you stick around
I’ve been waiting for so long
All that’s changed is all that I’ve lost
I’ve been waiting so long for you
All that’s changed is all I have to lose
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Be My God
03:17
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I once wanted a man or so I thought
What I really wanted was a god
Someone to save me, someone to claim me
Whenever I got lost
And I thought it could be you
I wanted the myth to be true
Oh but I needed proof
In order to believe
I once wanted a man or so I thought
What I really wanted was a god
You seemed above me, you seemed to love me
No matter what my flaws
So I thought it could be you
My one shot at the absolute
But what I sought, you refused
And I could not believe
It’s gonna take more than a man
It’s gonna take more than a god
It’s gonna take more than all of them
If I’m ever gonna get what I want
It’s gonna take more than a prayer
It’s gonna take more than a wish
It’s gonna take more than a saint
It’s gonna take more than a kiss
It’s gonna take more than you
It’s gonna take more than me
If I’m ever gonna breakthrough
And have something to believe
It’s gonna take more than a man
It’s gonna take more than a god
It’s gonna take more than an angel
And I don’t think you’re up for the job
It’s gonna take a miracle
It’s gonna take more than one
It’s gonna take all of creation
And still it might not be enough
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You Got to Me Too Late
02:49
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Where were you when I had faith
Where were you before I pushed the world away
Well where were you when I was brave
Where were you when I had all I gave
Oh no - now you’ve come
In hope of some love
Where were you when I had grace
Where were you before I needed all this space
Where were you I still prayed
For you and this very day
Don’t go yet, no, wait a minute
Maybe I ain’t finished
Maybe I still have a little love left to give
I’m sorry they got to me too early
Sorry that you got to me too late
You missed your turn at the love that you deserve
So now I gotta turn you away
Where were you when I felt safe
Where were you before I needed to escape
Where were you before the pain
Where were you when I was strong enough to stay
Oh no - what have we done
I think that you’re the one
So why the hell are you gonna run away
I’m sorry that they got to me too early
Sorry that you got to me too late
Oh why couldn’t you have hurried
Don’t you know hope’s got an expiration date?
Why couldn’t you have hurried
Oh but it’s never too late
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Walk With Me
02:06
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Don’t ask me where I’m going
There’s no path beneath my feet
Don’t ask me where I’m going
Come along and walk with me
Don’t tell me where we’re going
I see the earth beneath our heels
Don’t tell me where we’re going
Just show me how you feel
Oh I’ve had enough of these questions
Enough of directions too
And the only answer that’s worth knowing
Is that I want to walk with you
Look now the leaves are blowing
They don’t wonder where they are
When the leaves are blowing
They know home is never far
They know home is never far
They know home is where they are
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Beans
03:18
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Standing in my friend’s kitchen about to cook some beans
It’s the day after Christmas, there are no leaves left on the trees
News comes on the radio, it’s the first that I’ve heard in weeks
They’re talking about the world I live in but it doesn’t have anything to do with me
Suddenly I feel like life is a movie and honestly I just don’t get it
Surely you’d think with all these billions of people we could come up with something better
Oh I’m waiting for the boil... it won’t take very long
The water is already hot and the beans are so very small
Oh I feel like the whole world is losing its mind
Am I the only one who notices that we’re even alive?
My friend has got all the amenities in her beautiful brand new home
Pots and pans and utensils and a big screen you can see from the stove
A yule log is burning steady but it doesn’t give off any heat
It just flickers on the TV while Muzak plays on repeat
And I feel like if my life is a movie then it’s time for the credits to roll
Cause if this is the happy ending now that I’ve seen it I’m ready to go back home
Yeah I feel like the whole world has lost its mind
And I’m the only one who notices that it’s all a big lie
Oh I feel like the whole world has lost its mind
And I’m the only one who notices that we’re all gonna die
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Deus Ex Machina
02:33
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Somedays x-ing out those little windows of safari
Is all it takes to feel like a revolutionary
When everywhere you look there’s another screen
You start to believe what you see
Somedays staying home with your lover on a Tuesday
Is all it takes to feel like a revolutionary
When there’s so much you’re supposed to achieve
You gotta keep shutting down til you can breathe
The only way to be safe is to break free of the machine
When the aliens look down on all these little humans
They must wonder what the hell we’re doing
Suckling from the digital teat
While our planet is blown to smithereens
Until they come to rescue us it’s up to you and me
The only way to be saved is to break free of the machine
What we think we need just makes us week - we’re addicted to this feed
That just leaves us hungry and feeling sick - it’s time to kick the machine
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Passenger
02:33
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I am not the person that you think I am
I am not the person that you think I should be
I am not the person that you think I am I
I am just a passenger, just a passenger
You are not the person that you say you are
You are not the person that has to try so hard
You are not the person that you say you are
You are just a passenger, just a passenger
And it’s a good ride most of the time, it’s a good life
We are not the people we pretend to be
We are not the people living inside these screens
We are not the people that we think we need
We are all just passengers, all just passengers
It’s a good ride most of the time, it’s a good ride
It’s a good life most of the time, it’s a good life
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Everything Must Change
03:02
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Everything must change, everybody knows
Still we’re all so afraid of having to let go
Of what we thought we held, of what was holding us
We can only ever be as free as deeply as we trust
I am trying to be different, I’m not trying at all
Just watching the summer days fade into the fall
Everything must change, everybody knows
But when something starts to slip away we want to hold it close
I love holding you most of all
But these long summer days must give way to the fall
I know we are different as the seasons we move through
But one thing stays the same and that’s the love that I feel for you
One thing will never change, I will always love you
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Nana Was a Star
02:38
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She had three months left to live and she asked me to give
Her lessons to learn to play guitar
I didn’t understand as I watched her skinny hands
I thought what’s the point, you’re not gonna be a star
I was too young to know how it feels to be old
Too young to know and too young to care
I can’t recall the funeral but I won’t forget the ride
It was the first time I saw my dad cry
A long dark chain of cars led us straight to the graveyard
Held together by a stream of headlights
I was too young to know how it feels to be old
Too young to know but I was old enough to be scared
She had three months left to live but she died instead
I never got to give her a lesson on guitar
But she left me with one that I still am working on
About how to find the light in the dark
Now I’m not so young, though my life still ain’t half done
I have lived enough to become aware
That I am not so young, I’m not as young as I once was
I am old enough to know that I’m getting there
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cygne Chicago, Illinois
I’m a writer and musician working in experimental memoir and sound at the School of the Art Institute of Chicago, where I tutor and assistant teach. Previously I toured internationally for over ten years, collecting and curating experiences, melodies, language, characters, and sounds from the natural world. ... more
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